E-M-E is what i ate for breakfast...early morning emo..woke up in a place that makes me go emo...wandering around the area of half passed Puchong for almost 2 months now..things has gotten down its slope again.
but after all, a newday has began, so let just go tru the days with new me..all over again
an early morning emo is not good for health, so i had breakfast with Samson at Ehsan @ Kelana..its been long since i had breakfast...
its like two weeks once?.....but still got fat anyway..so dun eat or eat..no problem ..still gonna be fat
reached kasturi kl with Samson...Its his first day working for my dad..was amazed with the way we working...eventhough we're abit rush..kelam kabut for while..but its settled after all =)
an extra hand do always helped..so today's job is abit relax..but..as usual..i sweat like no body business..lucky got extra shirt ...if not..sure like hamyu chaofan.
talk about hamyu...it reminds me of my EME...(refer to above, and don't ask further)
it reminds me of her...and it also reminds me of what i ate for lunch and dinner..i ate chaofan...with extra egg for lunch....and chaokuaytiu with extra egg for dinner...(sorry for my lil vulgar, if u spotted it)...
eventhough its not the best dish of all..but it do satisfied me..to the max ^^ muwahawhawhawh....
so after work...went to Kepong to collect my paycheque..Yippie =)
waited for 2 and half month and finally got extra cash to spent adi...actually not extra cash lar.. lionel is always a broke joker all the time...
but but...the pay cheque is lesser than i expected..200 ringgit less...damm..but nvm lar..
when OneU straight after that window shop, which i loves to do but hardly able to do so..cosz nobody teman mah..
but heck it lo..after work..release stress abit..so go hang kai for few hours..
Window shopping is way cool.. you can see...
you can touch..you can feel..but you didn't actually having it.. how un-cool is that...haih...
well..how i wish i'm loaded and capable of getting the things that i want..
unlike some William Guy who earns 20 gram a month..go be with him lar duh...
in this few hours..walked the whole One U..yea...new wing to old wing..to new wing..to oldwing..to new wing again..and to old wing again..then balik..didn't go up bowling cinema floor..
why..cosz im alone lo..takkan wanna go there wait for ppl ajak "eh..u alone ar..wanna play pool or bowling with us?" swt
while wandering around..bumped into ah pok...then yu min..joanne..kaizhi...took few pictures..heard that they going dinner with mr.han..waiting for them in LRT station..
how nice for them,, get to hang kai together...eat dinner together..
why no people ajak me nor ask me out for dinner geh..?
haha...whatever it is..and there i go..back to car park.. too tired till kenot remember where i've parked..haha...think think for 10 minutes only can recall the route i came into the mall.
then i saw kee ben, old high school mate, outside carpark smoking weih...hmm..wondering whether my lungs still miss the cigarattes taste or not.....heck it..
then bump into linghong, another high school mate of mine walking out to find his car..had a brief chat with him..he's cool and handsome as usual..unlike me..clad in my working outfit humps around OneU..
feel like going to the curve, to check out their xmas deco, heard that its nicely done..but then..after think think..better dun..later feel emo again..walking alone just to see the decorations seems boring.. cosz..i think i would not have the time to go to the CuRve before the 25th..hmm...sad...sad...
missed rainie yang chen ling @ 1U, wasted. i tak sabar wanna go back and rest..too tired adi..been working whole day..been walking all day..been emoing all day long..thinking of what she's doing there in MV..
worried about her.. wondering what she's doing there..watching what movie..
but not sure whether will she worried about me, only God knows..
but one thing i know for sure, is that someone..will surely think about me in a land far away..why i said so..
because she called.and as usual, things doesn't go well..so its better don't hang up the phone and continue my window shop
on the way driving home..a lil jammed here and there..from ldp to federal highway to...subang...tears and sadness can be felt by my stering wheel...here comes the same feeling i felt 2 years ago..feeling of whether is she the one for me...
from nic.. ric..and to ad..who's next....
""only thing that i realize, is that she can survive without me...but the other one needs me to survive.. ""
...and how hard the decision is there to make...?
trust me..if u were me...the answers will not be any both of them.
i rather choose to be with Me and myself only.
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2 comments:
If love doesn't get in the way of you making a decision. I would suggest that you choose the person that needs you to live instead of the one that loves you but without you she still can live her life.
Why say so? Because life is precious... walk with the person who you think will walk with you till the end. Sounds practical enough huh?
What's the use of being emotional all the time over matters that decision have already been made? pointless... Hurting three person at the same time is not an easy task to maintain. Either you have one or nothing.
I've been wondering should I regret visiting your blog this very moment or regretting visiting your blog so late or even regret knowing the existence of this blog. Because this entry has already been a month old. Whether it still exist? Well, I think it does.
"She" loves you so much... go be with her lar duhh... sounds familiar?
There might not be much things that you can demand from her but the other one most probably you can. sad thing that realistic people always talks about profit, and now is where u can get the most out of both girls. Which is more worthy? Getting Obvious now...
Guessed it's time to shut up and get lost. This place had never been any inviting. Lots of apologies for having to comment your blog entry cause it was only a way to express your feelings. I know it's harsh, and I know that posting this up might end up to no return. Shame on me. I can't take such nonsense any longer...
I don't know what will happen till you read this... God knows...
nothing will definitely happen...
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