in my period of absent, many things had passed me by, rough relay/friendship, moody emotional feeling, fun time with friends and workmates, exciting training lifestyle, tiring aching body...all this did be part in my marathon training life.
being an intern is no fun, its all about learning and experiencing working lifestyle of our own field. had some boosting learning experience towards my field of broadcasting, being a crew for impian illyana season 3 production shoot. opportunities like this are seldom come my way...it should thanked in much appreciation.
Skipped church for many weeks already...i certainly did try to make it, whenever i have break on weekends. but all this didn't really bring much trust and commitment tru the eyes of people. well, lifes like that sometimes..when things doesn't go the way that you want it to be, how much adjustments or sacrifices you do, memang stay and continue to be the same way all the time..without much changes..unless miracles happen..in whatever circumstances..
Chill la- - - - .is what i always tell myself..but well...how to chill when things continue to downfall..takkan wanna wait till the end of days only being approved and accepted by people..
but whatever happens, i have Him with me all the time. who protects me and guide me tru the days of my life. never will i forsake You, never will i let You go, never will i abandoned You for other things in this world. all i wish for is just a better me, a better me a better life, a better life..and a soul mate to be sent from you to me. till we meet again.
- leon -
