E a r l y M o r n i n g E m o

E-M-E is what i ate for breakfast...early morning emo..woke up in a place that makes me go emo...wandering around the area of half passed Puchong for almost 2 months now..things has gotten down its slope again.

but after all, a newday has began, so let just go tru the days with new me..all over again
an early morning emo is not good for health, so i had breakfast with Samson at Ehsan @ Kelana..its been long since i had breakfast...
its like two weeks once?.....but still got fat anyway..so dun eat or eat..no problem ..still gonna be fat

reached kasturi kl with Samson...Its his first day working for my dad..was amazed with the way we working...eventhough we're abit rush..kelam kabut for while..but its settled after all =)

an extra hand do always helped..so today's job is abit relax..but..as usual..i sweat like no body business..lucky got extra shirt ...if not..sure like hamyu chaofan.
talk about hamyu...it reminds me of my EME...(refer to above, and don't ask further)
it reminds me of her...and it also reminds me of what i ate for lunch and dinner..i ate chaofan...with extra egg for lunch....and chaokuaytiu with extra egg for dinner...(sorry for my lil vulgar, if u spotted it)...
eventhough its not the best dish of all..but it do satisfied me..to the max ^^ muwahawhawhawh....

so after work...went to Kepong to collect my paycheque..Yippie =)
waited for 2 and half month and finally got extra cash to spent adi...actually not extra cash lar.. lionel is always a broke joker all the time...
but but...the pay cheque is lesser than i expected..200 ringgit less...damm..but nvm lar..

when OneU straight after that window shop, which i loves to do but hardly able to do so..cosz nobody teman mah..
but heck it lo..after work..release stress abit..so go hang kai for few hours..

Window shopping is way cool.. you can see...
you can touch..you can feel..but you didn't actually having it.. how un-cool is that...haih...

well..how i wish i'm loaded and capable of getting the things that i want..
unlike some William Guy who earns 20 gram a month..go be with him lar duh...

in this few hours..walked the whole One U..yea...new wing to old wing..to new wing..to oldwing..to new wing again..and to old wing again..then balik..didn't go up bowling cinema floor..
why..cosz im alone lo..takkan wanna go there wait for ppl ajak "eh..u alone ar..wanna play pool or bowling with us?" swt

while wandering around..bumped into ah pok...then yu min..joanne..kaizhi...took few pictures..heard that they going dinner with mr.han..waiting for them in LRT station..
how nice for them,, get to hang kai together...eat dinner together..
why no people ajak me nor ask me out for dinner geh..?
haha...whatever it is..and there i go..back to car park.. too tired till kenot remember where i've parked..haha...think think for 10 minutes only can recall the route i came into the mall.

then i saw kee ben, old high school mate, outside carpark smoking weih...hmm..wondering whether my lungs still miss the cigarattes taste or not.....heck it..
then bump into linghong, another high school mate of mine walking out to find his car..had a brief chat with him..he's cool and handsome as usual..unlike me..clad in my working outfit humps around OneU..

feel like going to the curve, to check out their xmas deco, heard that its nicely done..but then..after think think..better dun..later feel emo again..walking alone just to see the decorations seems boring.. cosz..i think i would not have the time to go to the CuRve before the 25th..hmm...sad...sad...

missed rainie yang chen ling @ 1U, wasted. i tak sabar wanna go back and rest..too tired adi..been working whole day..been walking all day..been emoing all day long..thinking of what she's doing there in MV..
worried about her.. wondering what she's doing there..watching what movie..
but not sure whether will she worried about me, only God knows..
but one thing i know for sure, is that someone..will surely think about me in a land far away..why i said so..
because she called.and as usual, things doesn't go well..so its better don't hang up the phone and continue my window shop

on the way driving home..a lil jammed here and there..from ldp to federal highway to...subang...tears and sadness can be felt by my stering wheel...here comes the same feeling i felt 2 years ago..feeling of whether is she the one for me...
from nic.. ric..and to ad..who's next....

""only thing that i realize, is that she can survive without me...but the other one needs me to survive.. ""


...and how hard the decision is there to make...?

trust me..if u were me...the answers will not be any both of them.
i rather choose to be with Me and myself only.

Ces t la vie

its 4pm..dated 14 of december..

Music playing: Acha & Irwansyah - Ada Cinta ~蔡健雅 - 走過的路 ~ 梁静茹 - Ces t la vie

what makes me to blog...

i don't really know..

i shud had just flipped my notes and study for tomorrow's film examination..

but..yet again..

laziness and stubborness had caused me to ...well, laze around.

whats the use of drinking coffee, or eating snacks that could makes me awake and focus

when i didnt really put the effort to read my notes..

haha...God know's why...

listening to music at the same time reading up some "notes' posted on the internet...it makes me wonder...whether is it the appropriate way of me ...handling my life..

well..things are messy than it thought it may be..just thinking about us..

i know that u've long wanting a cake on ur birthday...i did not do it for u ..

instead ..i've did so many surprises for my friends...

driving here and there...wangsa maju...pj...making wishes 4 my fwens ...staying over at friends place..sacrificing just for my friends birthday...but not for u ..

well...its just tat, we've long departed...leading our own ways on life..hope that you would take care and don't think of all the negative things ya...

hoping that things will transform into blossom of flowers...which contains beautiful coloured lively petals

thatwill gives us a headstart ahead for us..in the distant future..

walking away to our destined path..is what we gonna do...

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Happy Belated Birthday 3 "S"~