To use or Not to Use..

alrite alrite..i give up writing this blog in chinesemandarin..
its like working 48 hours non stop..cracking my head in searching of words..recalling the lost words that i've once studied, and asking my friends the correct letter to spell.. malu man..11 years of studying in Chinese school konon.. haha
well..my mandarin sux..but..who cares..as long as i could speak..read a lil..converse well with my friends..and best thing is that..i could sing mandarin songs..woo hoo =p

wee..this week training was sufferating,suffocating but yet satisfying at the same time..i had fun..fall sick for a moment, weep a lil, laugh damm alot and sing songs in between working and resting..had some crazy time with the production team.

well..eventhough im such person that would envy and jeolus at my other friends practical training job which is better ...or doing things that i love doing..such as event management and get to move around to participate in big big events..especially Soccer matches..


its not that bad training in RC,meet damm lots of people..from actor, to singer to ex-local malay boyband and ... Muh question is......is making 30+ friends in 3 weeks consider as a big or small amount?..well..i know lar friendster allows us to make thousands of friends by just a click..but in the industry im doing..its more on like how many contacts u know...
anyway..craps...don't wanna talk bout it.


Few days ago, i've watched a movie that i've been wanting to watch since 2001..and thanks to BitTorrent..it never dissapoints me.

-Serendipity-
well..its a romance comedy starring John Cusack (Identity) & Kate Beckinsale(Underworld,Pearl Habour). This movie is more about them..testing and tempting their own fate intrying patience with overuse of Whimsy =)
you guys just have to see it and enjoy it..its kinda short..90 minutes..but its worth a go. this movie makes me believe again in Love, in fate and in magical moments in one relationship. and not to mention..love at first sight baby =p

i dare to say that, every part of my life, my happiness, sorrowness or when me doing my crazy actions..all of this have a story behind..and so does this movie..

"When Love Feels Like Magic, It's called Destiny. When Destiny Has A Sense of Humor, It's Called Serendipity."

to be continue

在我二十已年的生活里，我敢说，今年的我，是过的最忙的一年。自子缺少了陪朋友和家庭的时间，使我对我忙路的工作，着成了一个不好，不爽，不开兴的一种心情。 很想放气，可是又确不能够，现在还年轻，人生种还有很长握！

P a n g k a l J a l a n

Mulai saat ini, setelah kejadian yang menimpa pada diri ku selama beberapa minggu yang lalu,aku berharap dan berazam...yang ku kan lebih meluang masaku yang sehari demi sehari dibuangi ku membuati perkara-perkara yang tidak senonoh dan tidak membawa sebarang manfaat kepada masa depan dan kebaikan diri ku.

Melihati rakan kawan ku yang kini berada jauh dari ku , menikmati masa pembelajaran mereka di luar negara. Ku asyik berfikir, adakah kehidupan mereka akan menjadi lebih sempurna dan riang apabila habis melanjutkan pelajaran mereka.
Adakah kita akan ditindas,dibiarkan dan disaingi oleh mereka bila tiba masa merebut jawatan kosong.

Sudah 2 minggu ku menjalani latihan industri ku di Pj..dan ku dapati bahawa jika hidup untuk mencari rezeki adalah seperti yang ku alami sekarang, masa depan saya tidak akan jadi sebaik ku yang sangka.Bekerja sebagai krew krew produksi filem amat letih dan kurang masa untuk tidur dengan lena. Kekadang sahaja hanya ada sehari dua untuk rehat.

Jadi itu, saya berharap dan berazam bahwa saya dapat mengaplikasikan semua teori teori dan ilmu yang telah ku belajar di uni, gabungkannya pada masa praktical ku..supaya ilmu ku terhadap bidang yang saya belajar skarang akan bertambah dengan pesat.

Masa seorang manusia di bumi, adalah pendek dan masih tinggal banyak ilmu pengetahuan yang boleh kita belajar. Jadi, kawan kawan saya yang ku jarang bertemu, haraplah u orang faham.

bila tiba masa yang sesuai, ku akan timbul di hadapan mu, meluangkan masa masa manis yang kita akan menikmati bersama - menuju ke pangkal jalan kita -

janji lionel~