fly away

months has passed me by...
had endure much pain, pleasure, stress, tension tight work schedule...
not enough time for myself..
to rest, to play, to socialize, to meet new people, to dance
to sports, to giggles, to laugh, to jump around, to skip ropes, to pool, to foos,
to smile, to cry, to meet old friends, to join new/old friends for gathering, to ....

i've given so much for others, and yet so less for myself..
and i guess im taking back my love from others back to myself...
its a hard thing to do
but im trying hard everyday...to be the unusual me .......
the usual me of caring and loving someone so deep...that ive actually given up sacrifising me...


till now...i just feel like flying away...to someplace where there's love for myself......
freedom......
without being binded by all the pressures of the world.

the day my heart couldnt take it anymore...

nothing can explain .this song expresses it all..

张敬轩 断点

静静地陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍

我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
你已经不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前再听见你的蜜语甜言

我吻过你的脸
虽然你不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前再听见你的蜜语甜言


exactly after a year...it all falls back to the same thing...again...