few months had already pass us by...and now...the story gonna unfolds again..

" TIME " is what people tries to stop ..so that people could re-arrange what are the things that has been done wrong....done right..or even trying to re-write the future things that are ought to be happen so that they could achieve greater benefits in the future..but unfortunately..i can't be rewind and return to what has been done...

7 weeks done the road..uni life has been going ups and downs sometimes..and more on the down side i suppose..

assignments deadlines has been forcing me to be stress and bad in temper..which what i felt in the last semester in my diploma period..

i do not understand why is this happening to me?..is it caused by the distinction factor that i once achieve through out my 20 years of living..finally something that i really proud of myself...~

3 weeks after coming back from Taiwan-Taipei..lazyness is still running flowing in my mind..telling me to sit back..chill and relax..and even now..im still facing with tonnes of paper work to do..and im still continue writing this..which what people says is crap..

but anyway..and anyhow..this is my life..my journal..my all..

it might not attracts as what other bloggers would want their blog to be..
is that..im..already out of creativeness and lack of moral supports ...body is not functioning well anymore..

i felt sick easily..tired easily..even an hour of futsal..had causes me to sleep for 18 hours...

i know..u guys care for me..and i do care also in every friendship that i've made..
but..is it really enough to get the trust and honesty from you guys towards me..

day by day..nite by nite..works has been stalled...body got exhausted...

life's is pressuarizing me and my body is no longer active..

people say..i lack of time management skills..and honeslty speaking..i didn't felt any changes on me..20 years since the day i was born..
i just felt my own self everyday..being the childish looking..im-mature kid who had been searching for his inner self and strength all years long..

working is tough.assignments are tough..and maintaing relationship..is really really tough too...
and i really hope that...God will cures me and grants me the strength again..where you once given me many times tru my days back in Tarc...
..thx for ur understanding..

i love...the way u love me...
and always..